I don't even know how to start this. I feel like I don't even know who you are. I am completely baffled and sad and confused and pissed off right now. I hate being proven wrong and I was definitely proven wrong. Eric was right. I argued and fought and stood up for you only to look like the fool in the end. You probably wonder what I mean. A good source let me know what you have been up to. I know everything. I know that you and your new best friend have been plotting against Eric, which in turn means 'me and Eric'. Don't feed me the 'I only want you to be happy' line and the 'I don't want to cause more stress for you' line because that's exactly what you did. Not only did you talk about me and Eric before we were even fighting but AFTER I told you we had worked things out you continued to talk and plot against us. Not only have you continually talked about the personal things I have talked to you about;but you made things up. I know you told everyone in the backroom what Eric and I were fighting about plus more. Which is nobodies business but my own; I confided in you. I asked for your advice, I didn't ask you to tell everyone who you talk to through the course of your day. I've never been so embarrassed and hurt and from my 'best friend' none the less. I told you private details, things I don't talk to anyone else about. My sex life, my relationship and everything else and you ran your mouth to everyone in the backroom. I know you told everyone about how you think Eric verbally abuses me and how he ignores me which may be true in parts but I'm not perfect in this relationship either. Nobody is. You certainly aren't anyone who can judge. It is my choice to decide how I want to live my life and who I want to be with. Clearly, I know and trust Eric more than you so why couldn't you just leave it be? And even so, if you thought that he was abusing me, at what point do you feel that it's your job to tell everyone you work with? Especially people who you know I don't like?! If you were that concerned you should have talked to me, or a professional. What's more ridiculous and the absolute most unforgivable part is the discussion you had about Eric raping me. Did you think I wouldn't find out? What sick person jokes about rape? Do you know that false accusations of rape could get you in serious trouble? You and I both know that nothing like that has ever happened between me and Eric. I don't know what's going on with you that would make you act like this or what I ever did to you to deserve this but i think you seriously need to reevaluate who you are and who you choose to be friends with. God, I don't even know if you ever told me the truth while we were friends. I'm sure you had something to do with the whole Stephanie rumors too. Yea Eric flirts with allll these girls every night. That's great. I hope you guys got your kicks. You keep acting like you're a victim, like me and George are the enemy. You fucked up. Yea you were a rebound to him, get over it. You knew what you were getting into. As with me I don't know if you're jealous or what. Eric and I have been nothing but stronger without you around. And that is sad. I looked at you as a support system but you just couldn't wait to make him sound bad. For some reason I listened.
I will never forgive you.
You need to know that I went to management. It's going to be addressed. I have a written witness statement. This is my place of work we're talking about. I will not be embarrassed by the lies and rumors that come from you and michael. I didn't want to go to management. You can ask anyone. I kept our so called friendship as my reason to keep quiet, and then I saw the way you were acting and who you decided to spend your time with. Your stupid immature friends paying me a visit didn't help either, if that happens again I'll get them thrown out, childish behavior like that is something I will not deal with. You know me better than that. How would you feel if I went around telling everyone about you and your private life? I could go into details but that would only be stooping to your level. Let me tell you, it hurts. I wouldn't do that though, friendship and trust mean something to me. I see now, why Eric has a hard time trusting people. It makes perfect sense.
I will never forgive you.
You need to know that I went to management. It's going to be addressed. I have a written witness statement. This is my place of work we're talking about. I will not be embarrassed by the lies and rumors that come from you and michael. I didn't want to go to management. You can ask anyone. I kept our so called friendship as my reason to keep quiet, and then I saw the way you were acting and who you decided to spend your time with. Your stupid immature friends paying me a visit didn't help either, if that happens again I'll get them thrown out, childish behavior like that is something I will not deal with. You know me better than that. How would you feel if I went around telling everyone about you and your private life? I could go into details but that would only be stooping to your level. Let me tell you, it hurts. I wouldn't do that though, friendship and trust mean something to me. I see now, why Eric has a hard time trusting people. It makes perfect sense.
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